| Location | Norfolk |
| Age | 2 months |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 27/08/2009 |
| Date of Death | 05/11/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,547 since 06/11/2009 |
| Creator |
.~* Our sweet baby - Due 3rd June 2009 - Went to sleep - 5th November 2009*~.
For our sweet angel, who died for unknown reasons in Mummy's tummy at 10weeks.
We went to hospital on 4th November 2009, with nothing more than little niggles and a feeling something wasn't right. After lots of bloods and proding and poking, they said you seemed fine but to come back in the morning for a scan in the EPU. We did, and the sonographer said the worst thing I have ever been told, it was bad news, your little heart had just stopped beating.
They called it a silent miscarriage. You just peacefully went to sleep. You stayed asleep in Mummy's tummy until the doctors helped Mummy deliver you gently on 11th November 2009. Getting to hold you and touch your tiny little hands was beautiful - and the rush of love was instant. We brought you home for you to stay with us and sleep peacefully in the memorial garden we are creating for you.
Even though you only shared our lives for 10weeks, Mummy and Daddy couldn't wait to meet you and we are heartbroken that we won't get to share your life. Too precious for this world, you are in the Summerlands with all the other angel babies.
You are the brightest firework in the sky, it's all for you.
Thank you to everyone who has lit a candle for Edan. It means more than words can ever say. Thank you both from me and from Edans Daddy. With love -x-x-
This poem says my words better than I ever could, thank you to whomever wrote them;
How do you love a person
who never got to be,
or try to envision a face
you never got to see?
How do you mourn the death of one
who never got to live.
When there's nothing to feel good about
and nothing to forgive?
I love you, my little baby,
my companion of the night.
Wandering through my lonely hours,
beautiful and bright.
What does it mean to die before
you ever were born,
to live the lovely night of life
and never see the dawn?
Ah! My little baby,
you lived like anyone!
Life's a burst of joy and pain.
And then like yours, it's done.
I love you, my little baby,
just as if you'd lived for years.
No more, no less, I think of you,
the Angel of my tears.
~Author Unknown.
.~*You and me
Meant to be
Immutable
Impossible
It's destiny
Pure lunacy
Incalculable
Insufferable
But for the last time
You're everything that I want and ask for
You're all that I'd dreamed
Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
Protected and the lover of
A pure soul and beautiful you
Don't understand
Don't feel me now
I will breathe
For the both of us
Travel the world
Traverse the skies
Your home is here
Within my heart
And for the first time
I feel as though I am reborn
In my mind
Recast as child and mystic sage
Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
And for the first time
I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for
Your every move and waking sound
In my time
I'll wrap my wire around your heart and your mind
You're mine forever now
Who wouldn't be the one you love and live for
Who wouldn't stand inside your love and die for
Who wouldn't be the one you love*~.
A year today
Hey sweet baby,
Can't believe it's a year since we got the sad news that you were gone. Sitting in the garden with your Daddy watching the fire, we lit a firework for you out the back with you still sitting in my tummy. Exactly 10 months after we said goodbye, your beautiful little sister was born. She is two months old today, and wonderful. Thank you for keeping her safe through all that fear.
Today we are going to do something special for you. Today, like everyday, you will be in my thoughts. Thank you for changing my life and making me finally realise what was important. I try to be a better person because of your short time on this earth.
Love always,
Your proud Mummy
-x-x-x-x-
Love you.
Hey sweetheart, I know you already know her, wanted to let you know properly that your little sister Melody Izabelle was born on 5th September. She loves you so much and I promise she will know all about you. Please keep on looking after us all. Love you -x-
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Sweet angel,
Sorry Mumma hasn't dropped by in a few days. You are always in my thoughts and heart, that never changes. Wanted to let you know that I am expecting a little Sister for you. I can't believe you are going to be a big brother! The best one in the world. I know she will love you from the start and she will always know about her big brother I promise you. I am so sorry your tree isn't doing so well. I am trying every little thing I can! If it stays droopy, I promise we will buy some wonderful new summer plants and make your garden beautiful again.
I love you always, and forever.
Mummy
-x-
How do you love a person
who never got to be,
or try to envision a face
you never got to see?
How do you mourn the death of one
who never got to live.
When there's nothing to feel good about
and nothing to forgive?
I love you, my little baby,
my companion of the night.
Wandering through my lonely hours,
beautiful and bright.
What does it mean to die before
you ever were born,
to live the lovely night of life
and never see the dawn?
Ah! My little baby,
you lived like anyone!
Life's a burst of joy and pain.
And then like yours, it's done.
I love you, my little baby,
just as if you'd lived for years.
No more, no less, I think of you,
the Angel of my tears.
Watch over your little brother/sister. Your mummys very proud of you. xxxxx
FLOWERS FOR AN ANGEL.
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Sweet Dreams Little Angel. XX
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I have not turned my back on you,
so there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven,
just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
when you could barely stand.
I asked an Angel to comfort you,
and watched her take your hand.
She told me you are in more pain,
than I could ever be.
She wiped her eyes and swallowed hard,
then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
while I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
we'll meet again one day,
beyond the dark and stormy sky,
a Rainbow lights the way.
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LOVE HAZEL XX
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